Some days I feel really good.
Maybe I don't have the positivity to believe that everything is possible, but I don't have those overwhelming feelings of sadness and depression following me around. It really is day by day.
Today is one of those days. I don't have any energy or drive to do anything, but I still feel like it's a good day. It was extra snowy out, so the whole world looks rather pretty now. My mother was losing her mind all day, but I still managed to come through that well enough. I just felt like I was ok. And that is good.
I'd like it if I had energy, of course. Since I started this new medication, I've lost that and gained naps that last for hours on top of over-sleeping each night. It is also making me gain weight, which will be a battle with my metabolic syndrome already making weight loss a fight. I'm hoping that my doctor and spring time will fix all of this so I have one less thing to worry about.
Still, I felt ok today, and I will take what I can get.
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